And my pen ran out….

                               

Every night I wrote down all the things which could cause problem,

Every morning I added more of them,

And then one day,

My pen ran out,

And that day my life completely changed……

I read the above lines in the column of SONAL KALRA(my favorite columnist).At once I couldn’t get exactly what these lines meant..read it twice more and then I came out with the actual meaning .wooww…lines have much in them…yeah  ..I got the topic for my next post (the second thing that struck my mind as and when I got the meaning).so what was the first thing???why did the pen ran, do my pen also needs to  run, did I start my day and night writing down my problems, no I don’t!!!  Is it so? Hmmm….I do…I don’t…ummm…uff..I m confused now..(all this was at once in the  mind and took me in conflict…so I jumped to the next one..that was my topic for the blog).

Well I will star with the bhavartha.Many of us are busy with our work and since we have some work we do have some or the other problems related to them or any other kind of problems. Day and night we are busy collecting and thinking of our problems…(will my life end up doing so!!M I here to do this…again … I m scared) .   ’My pen ran out’..but as and when we started avoiding our problems..that day we start realizing, how beautiful the life is and we could live each day in much better way. Now many of us will think it’s easy writing not implementing.Believe me it’s that easy implementing too.

If I relate these lines to myself, then would say that I was a girl who used to be much tensed regarding the small issues ,be it my education related things or any other activities going on(which I always wanted to avoid but end up in getting much into them).But gradually when I grew up I took less of them. Till the time I completed my schooling, I was this kind of. The time I joined my graduation, I learned a little that its worthless thinking about your problems…but still I used to have them. But when I read these lines, I realized that actually taking and thinking about my problems won’t do any good for me, it would only make my days tougher to live. Now I do want to live happily, no more tensions now (any kind of), will enjoy my days (enjoying doesn’t mean less of studies.plzz..I know many of us think so..so it’s better to clear !!!!!!),won’t think of my past(bad or good),will enjoy thinking about my future plans(why should it be a burden ),will focus much on my present(it’s too good and my college life , the upmost).Transforming myself into this kind all at once was a bit difficult, but the time one decides so, it’s really easy to do so. Life is actually too short to enjoy our days and just believe, you yourself wasting your precious time with the stupid deeds..Why soo???at least I don’t want to regret after many days are over that I dint do what I wanted to since I was busy collecting my problems and solving them…(already I do have  many regrets, space out of bound now…huhhhh!!!!!  NO MORE!!!).By saying this that don’t look towards your problems or don’t solve them ,I m not saying them to run from them(of course no one can)it is the perception of seeing things you need to change in yourself, and just see how the life becomes, not a single tear will dare to shed itself(why should one shed even, one drops equals 6 drops of blood, too costly!!!).So after reading these lines, my life is actually changed (I am sooo happy).Now problems are no more in my dictionary.

The day I read this, the next day I was struck in a great problem. While in was in the train during my journey back to college from home. I was all alone and me in spite of having a.c class reservation, was declared with no ticket (I won’t narrate the whole story, because it’s really embarrassing),but d way I handled the situation(actually my soft spoken words and my smile worked..hehehe)…easily(actually wasn’t that easy, that was my worst journey ever, but again the perception thing comes!!!) reached from Unchahar to Ghaziabad in mere rupees 100.(soo nice of Indian railway ticket collectors, I really never expected that they can be so good).I was actually in a big trouble but I just kept these lines in my mind and passed the time reading novel(it was “she broke up ,I dint, I just kissed someone else”).And just last pages were left..and the  problem was all solved…

Well guys and girls do believe me it’s really worthless thinking more and more of the problems, you will end up doing nothing. May be u will achieve but would always have a regret that I was always under pressure. Do live happily….mastii mein…let problems come, face them with a smiling face (your smile works a lot, use it, do take much of advantage) kya pata problem bhi smile key samney jhuk jaye….:) .

Last but not the least…thanks to the pen..(I use cello gripper) who ran out..if it wouldn’t have …….I might have added more and more and moreee…………..am enjoying a lot now days(it’s not that I do have an easy schedule, it much more hectic than ever I had…my college, even sometimes Sundays are open..poora 9amto 5pm.huhhhh!!!).I do hope some of you will surely get what I wanted to convey through this post of mine….

Keep smiling….