THE DIMINISHING NUMBERS ...charm to be precise!!!

         
I ended with my last post with "who would be my inspiration for the next post"..this time no direct name revealing..read and find..
I am still in search.. my batch students in hibernation or what????
Well I am talking about about my old school friends...how the things have suddenly changed ..I am finding hard to see my batch students roaming around in colony which was a usual scene during Diwali dusshera...
Except meeting my family i hated this dussehra vacations..could not find even a single friend of mine..could see my seniors juniors but I don't know where were my friends..every time when i was out of my home my eyes always searched for the single face of my class..but vain...
After three days in vain luckily met two of them ,had a small talk and thats it..
I remember the time wen we girls in a group of 4 -5 used to set a time and walk around on roads as if the whole public property is ours  :P
Well i kept patience to see all of them in diwali as most of them didn't turn up in dusshera...
All i could meet three of my them...
Pragatii..(she is the sweetest one :P i love her..)
Archana..(thanks to her di's wedding invitation else i am sure we wouldn't have seen each other)
and Gaurav..(thanks to coincidence meet on road)
Shubhra Ramanuj ..huh huhh huhh...complaints !!!
Well its not about how much time we spend with each other but its only about how much we want to meet each other.
Passing through the market area I saw  big batch of my juniors a day and I remembered the time when we guys after our first diwali vacations assembled the same place to have a get together.Then I thought with time may be the charm within hearts are fading.May be this is the usual phenomenon. But then today I saw my senior batch all together and I was sitting with just one of my friend(where earlier we guys used to join tables to sit) then a thought was stuck to my mind..if they could why aren't we??? To be true after seeing all of them I could not stay there for more time as I was badly reminded of my days.
i know everybody is so busy regarding their careers this time but i am very sure everybody sits idle for an hour or two to relax..why not catching up with old ones..
While writing this I realized everybody do not carry the same charm and emotions has we have ..people have new life and may be they are better enjoying that...at least we are in contact with most of them  that  itself a big thing.
I catch up with my old fiends who reside near Delhi more often than whom i meet in unchahar.Its not that we guys live nearby but its about only those appear in reunions who are willing to  and surely the number remains high when compared to people I have met this time :( disappointing!!! chotii si colony me rehkey bhi logon ko time nai milta..huhh
But yes one thing is for sure..the togetherness of my batch is lost somewhere...the way everybody used to be keen (atleast i thought)to meet each other is fading with the growing years..I could imagine how things would turn up in upcoming years..
Why did I write this..may be I had slept much in afternoon and I was getting bored at night ..thought came to my mind of my hibernated blog:P  isi bahaney apney blog ko bhi jaga dia :D
if any of you guys reading ..hope we all could unite again in big numberss :)
Hope you would have got who was my inspiration..togetherness of  other batch of course!!!
Happy diwali .have fun!!!

CAUGHT IN A BAD ROMANCE???

A big big hiee to all my readers,post of mine after a long time and credits Tanmay Goel(again school friend)  who reminded me of it.

What topic I should write in was again a tough question in mind. So a thought came of writing a situation where many of us get caught without any way to escape or get out with a desired outcome. May or may not be my this blog would come out with a fruitful solution but hopefully you going to enjoy the complexity discussed over here(wow I personally love it!!!)

In the words below I have tried my best to pen down the romance of friendship which  was at the same time most enjoyable as well as painful(again depends how you look over the situation)

Friends,priorities,care ..words which do have different values in each and every individual. May be for me they are big words, may be for somebody else they are mere next big thing of fun.

Every individual is associated with some or the other people they meet in their life because of some reason (I do believe that),within those people, some get too close to our heart and some have a casual existence. Its bit easy to deal with people who have a casual existence in our life but complexity makes its appearance as and when it comes to our close ones may be because we have some expectations and emotions attached.(small words with big danger in life).Sharing your day and night with somebody you are closed to ,having expectations or having a unknown bond is a no big deal(everybody at some point get his/her “closed one”)

But consider a situation where you have a person in your life whom you consider your closest(for many reasons like somebody was great support when you needed most, somebody understands your unspoken words and many more)but at the same time you are not the person to whom that person is closest to(may be you are his/her’s  second priority in life).The word “second”, yes really painfull.It pinches to the core.Not a thing which everybody can digest.The situation has not completed here, it has its one more phase, whom you consider as your life’s second priority, for the same person you are his/her’s first..Confused, perplexed???(Anyways I became while writing so.:P) .now in nutshell it’s a situation like

“You need somebody, and somebody needs you, where to go???”

Managing both at the same time???(not my cup of tea!!!)

In a helpless hapless situation!!!

Why did I wrote the situation was both painful as well as enjoyable.You when face such kind of situation actually examine trust and faith build between you and somebody else and believe me analyzing the results makes it both painful (since you would get disappointed by harsh truths) and you would enjoy it(since you have something which is making your life less monotonous.)

But yes I would say in the journey of handling relations one must never forget the responsibilities and the main objective of his/her life to which he/she is concerned with. Giving relations its utmost importance and forgetting other aims is a bad step. Let not relations dominate your design, dream and ambition of your life.

I haven’t come up with the solution yet.What has to be done and where to go..

In my opinion I would go to place where I am needed since to whom I need would never ever give his/her full to me.He /she would have a part to share. On the other hand the person who needs me would give hi/her full at the same time I would reciprocate in the same manner. This would make good for all the three who are entangled in a bad romance of unknown or known relation.

I don’t know how much did I justify the emotions behind the title with my words but yes thanks to Lady GAGA whose song suggested me a apt title for this post of mine.

Hope you have understood the passion, sentiment and sophistication behind the words. Would be coming with a new post soon.(lets see who would be the next inspiring me :P).

Thanks .take care.